Modding SvR is a hobby. It is something that you want to do in your free time. If you have important things in your life, it is okay to deal with them first. You don't have to apologise for having a life.
As for closing this thread, we are going to refuse. It will be here for you if and when you come back. And besides, you have shown a lot of promise. I think it would be cool for others to see your potential.