This forum is closed for good. Expect new things to come.
In the mean time, I recommend you check the following places: VPW2 Freem, AKI Outsiders or MPire Mall Discord servers. If you really don't like Discord, there is the r/N64WrestlingGames subreddit, but there's no active development of mods/hacks there. Sean O'Connor's Youtube Channel is also recommended.
Some people must think before posting stupid shit...
I had a friend who suffered these kind of dissorders, he left school in the last year, and he was all fucked up with medication... Never had the chance to go visit him, however, now he's okay and back in school, he just needed support... and, well man, I don't know you really much but if it helps, I wish you good luck SLX!